One hour late!

This one is still in works and would always be, because I don't want to close the chapter and accept the fate even if it's in my dreams. 

One hour
that's how much
you had me wait
I threatened to
go on a solo date
What a great start
to the first date

I wasn't letting you off the hook
you tried to reason
with your charming smile
I was teasing when I said
I'll hold it against you for the
rest of my life
I don't want to divulge too
many details
but you were
the best first date
although you were an hour late!

I deserved a lot better

Matthew Hussey said "It’s a brave thing to do to keep that magic in you even after you’ve been hurt. It’s okay to be disappointed that someone didn’t turn out to be the person that you needed, but what you mustn’t do is grieve as though they were the one."

I wasn't grieving as if you were the one, I was grieving for who I had become.

You changed the meaning of best friends

When you lay your hand on me

You changed my life 

You closed my heart 

and threw out the key

I am glad you walked out

when you did

Because I deserved a lot better

and I did

You changed the meaning of best friends

When you bought the gift 

What an a... 

for you to budget the year 

You ruined my 30th
What a d...

You changed the meaning of best friends

and life as I lived 

you body shamed me

you lied to me
you played me 

I don’t live a life of regrets

But you are one piece

of past

I wish I could skip

Turn the page...and start afresh

It sounds easy than it is

I am still recovering from

that blow, years ago

I am no perfect

Not that easy going

But I am glad you walked out 

when you did 

Because I deserved a lot better

and I did

Love you amma

We used to call our grandmother "Amma". 

Amma's sudden passing away

Has brought us down the memory lane

We remember what she did

and what she didn't

Stories she told

of flying white elephant to start with

Peeled fruits cuz we were too lazy

Pampered us more than anyone else

Took our side

when mom dad complained that

we are spoilt

Ran after each kid

to ensure we finish

our morning glass of milk

She gave unconditional love to all

which we couldn't return

Sorry amma for not standing strong

For waiting things to go so wrong

And not being there when you longed

When we say our prayers each time

We would request god to hold you tight

Give you a new birth

In a house so bright

Where you would be apple of everyone's eye

Cuz when it came to love

You were always right

We will cherish your memory

And live it on

Cuz you would want us

All to be strong

Love you amma always

To all my friends

I know it's not always
easy to be my friend
but somehow you always
seem to be there
with a laugh or a smile
and i just wanna say 
thanks for putting up with me

Thanks for being the friends you are to me

Love

Love is here
Love is there
It's all around in the air
But No love for thee
Nor for thy
Only for me, myself and I 

Happy birthday dude!

PS - writer is not responsible for anything written below that doesn't go down to well with the reader as the writer is currently under the influence of lit and breezer ;P

To a nice guy from the rebellious tipsy girl

Wish you a very happy b'day dude from dudette
Since it's your day, don't feel down

Let go of this frown,

Be happy like a clown
I wish and pray

That this year be good

and it weigh

May you achieve all you desire

Rise like you on fire (lol)

Shine like a ... (I am tipsy..can't think)

and then comes the happy beginning

With the president father

Standing in the aisle

giving away his princess' hand to you

With a smile on his face

and singing - la la la la la

Don't know you for long

But wish this bond goes strong

now give a big smile

& let's walk together this mile

To help you achieve

What's been missing for a while

So that you live the rest of your life

In the big mansion by the sea side

With your current (part/half) wife

Since it's your day, don't feel down

Let go of this frown,

Be happy like a clown

Mom

Just want to take this opportunity to thank you for everything that you do for me; from making my bed to bearing the brunt of my anger & frustration. I am sorry for the numerous times i have hurt you, I am sorry for the promises that i made but never fulfilled....


I love you ma'
I need you forever
sorry for doing wrong instead of right,
for screaming on top of my voice
for getting into numerous fights
for lying instead of telling the truth
on the very first night
for being rude most of the times
for not being there when you needed me
For being the thankless kid that I am

Please forgive me for all that I have done
& yet to do

I love you ma
I need your forever
you took all my anger
showered me with your love
without a clause or a word
you lift up my drowning soul
you lit up my hazy road
you sacrificed your dreams for me
though I was not worth it
thank you mom for everything that you do
From morning till night
Thank you mom for the unrefined love you bestowed upon me
I wish I could make up to something one day
I wish I could bring that smile on your face
I wish I could fulfill all your dreams
I promise that I will try & be at my best that I could be

I love you ma
I need you forever

New Year 2010...For all my friends :)

No New promises,
No New resolutions
to pave our way
Let's bring in the new year
this time in a new way.

Leaving the regrets &
losses of last year behind
Burying the worries
for the future in the rind

Let's raise a toast with a glass of wine
balloons in the air
To mark the turn of a new leaf
in our lives..

Let's bring in the new year
With laughter & glory to begin with...
new skills to learn
Opening packages of our dreams
and see them turn to reality

May this year, we all are blessed
with perfect days
that begin with new hopes
& ends with never ending motivation drive within us
to face the new hurdles & challenges
that life & destiny throws at us...

I request you all
to show some smiles
show some glow
that would last with us all
with the years to come in the row....
May god bless us all!!

Wishing you all a very happy and prosperous new year!!!

Course of a friendship!

Usually it's like
Met you became friends
this one took a different course
Talked until we couldn't keep our eyes open
for hours & hours
extending into the wee hours of morning
That's how it began....

Shared our past
our present
the dreams, the future plans
weirdest of our pics
your showing the biceps ...hahaha that one was really funny

Laughed with you
over you
Fought with you
For you
Cried with you
Brought tears to your eyes too
Teased you
Pulled your leg
Until you said "SHUT UP" ;)

Finally we met
pinch of awkwardness
loads of fun
tad bit embarrassment for you
but memories for life

Seemed this meeting would be a good luck
to the friendship we had found together
But it turned out to be otherwise....

For an incorrigible boss

Thank you boss for everything

Thank you for who you are

Thank you for being the ‘CUTE’ star

It’s been an awesome journey

From Talbots to OBGS

From C to BIG C

The laughs shared

When everything around us was ‘CRITICAL’

When unsent mails was certain ‘FATE’

When every new morning brought new formats

Yet ended in the same way (TMCMC)

Office updates

Over a cup of coffee

& chicken momos plate

Those were the days when office was fun

Despite all Ts & SRs……of the world

Occupying the office place

Thank you boss for everything

For helping me cope with stress

For not making the packages

For not selecting the color of garments

Sonam would prefer

For never being the boss yet controlling the flow

For allowing me to go at 4

That’s what made you

Stand apart from the rest

Thank you boss for everything

Thank you for who you are

Thank you for being the ‘CUTE’ star

ACTUALLY Thank you isn’t enough

You’re INCORRIGIBLY the best boss ever

May I wish you to become a TRAPEZIUM from cylinder, Ha!! Ha!!

Good luck & god bless you!!

Wish you lot of happiness & a few spoilt kids too :)

My sister

No matter what happens

No matter what you do

You’ll always be precious

I hope you know it’s true.....

Our long late night conversations

Though rare but overwhelming

Endless discussions,

arguments & fights

Knowing no one was right

It’s sad when we go mad

But that’s a part of life

It happens when two poles meet

It happens because we are two different entities.....

I may say I hate you

& I don’t care

But remember I’ll always be there

Though distant or far

I will be there in the need of the hour

For rich spoilt brat ;)

Haven’t met you
But there exists a bond..
Haven’t known you for long
But there is trust, I don’t know since how long…
Saw you once when you made the presentation
Thought you were cute
But deceptive looks was a doubt hanging somewhere

Now that I know you
Not so long still,
Still I can say
Preconceived notions that I had
They turned out to be just a fad
You are so different
You are so cool
You are the one whom I was searching in true
A friend among strangers
A blessing in disguise
Hope in despair
Laughter in tears
You’re all that was missing somewhere
Someone whom I wish would always be there

For a Special Friend on her Special Day

You my true friend

Just be by my side till the end of my life

you the one I count on

Share my darkest secrets

You are a friend in the truest of sense

We fight

We argue

But you call it “difference of opinion”

We have silence for days between us

But in the end of every fight,

There is a huge hug ‘n’ a cry

A feeling of togetherness

We laugh till we get tears in our eyes

Strange yet true

We understand the silence when we want to

But we don’t understand the words at times

That’s when all that you say is "but I like you"

Nothing can change the bond that we have

Worse that can happen in life

Is not to die

But forgotten

Forgotten by friends

A friend who might just forget to say 'Hi'

You my true friend

Just be by my side till the end of my life...

Love you lots ...

Random birthday wish

When I wrote this, it wasn't meant for anyone in particular and that hasn't changed

I just had to say

Happy birthday

I hope I can live your dreams with you

Help them make come true

Grant all your wishes

Throw my hands around you

and say I love you

Whether destined or not

Knowing you love me too

My heart will always go for you

Honey, I just had to say

Happy birthday!

You were there

You were there
when I was alone
holding my hand
giving me support
You were there to hug me
with your arms wide open
when I was burning my grief
in the ashes and smoke
When I needed a shoulder to cry on
yours was waiting
When I needed to talk
your ears were listening
When I was trembling with fear
you were there to hold me
When I fall short of words
You were there
to put my thoughts in expressions
When I lost all faith
you were there
to keep my spirits soaring
to motivate me
to tell me not to give up & try
You were there always
just like a shadow of my soul
not for others to see
but for me to feel
you were there always

My Booster Buddy

It’s been a year

Filled with sorrows and grieves

Happiness & joys

Secrets & advice

Sharing various new philosophies of life

It’s been a year

A year I would cherish all my life

Living the dreams of each other

Making plans to treat each other

A journey we took together

A journey which seems like a lifetime

A journey which helped me grew strong

A journey all through which

No one was wrong

A journey of trust and belief

A journey of love and peace

A journey of unseen

I owe this to IT

For a true friend

When we fight
I fight my tears
Knowing that
you hate them there

We fight we are rude
We hate to hate
We love to love
but still not able to
Do the JUST.

I love this
Love hate relationship
Between u & me
It just
Makes me complete

I know it's our fate
Just be patient
Just take care
That's all i wanna say
I am always there.

Lost soul

There is lot to say

Lot to hide

So much to share

But no words to describe

I wish you could read my eyes

See the glow of happiness

And tears by the side

There is so much life in the moments I live

There are no moments in my life

I live I love

But no love in return

I cry I laugh

But all is dead inside

It’s been a long road

Since we drifted away

A lonely way back home

Where I walk, in the midst of darkness

To search for my lost soul

A wish

I wish one day

U will know you had killed me inside

I wish one day

U will know u didn't do it right

I wish that one day

Comes so soon

But still I wish

No one ever hurts you

First heartbreak

I thought that I loved you: I gave you my heart,

Little did I know you will tear it apart.

Since the time I met you

I believed you love me

You said you will be there

There with me

But you chucked me in a go

Without thinking what I would do

You still have my heart that you stole long ago

You stole my purity

Everything that was good

You stole the happiness

The friends

The hope that I would do

You stole everything that was so true

One of those random free verses

Why did you do this to me?
Why in the world, you broke my heart into two?
Why did you came when you had to leave?
Why did you love me when it was not for eternity?
Why did you pretend you were here to stay when you knew you were just passing the way?
Why did we let it go so far when the end was in another hour?
Why did we let someone else decide the future?
Did you feel the world move when you read this?
Like when I just, just said it.
If you love me the way you said you do
Prove to me that it’s really true

A dream

I have a wish

A wish that says our dreams should come true

A dream

A dream in which I am always with you

It's said that you can die for the one you love

But I say I want to live for the one I love

Looking back on our laughs I cry

You may not be perfect honey

But you are perfect enough

Cuz you make me complete in soul deep within

Just when I thought I have lost it completely

and there is no one for me

You walked in and filled my life & heart with your love

Just when I thought I will go crazy without love

you made me go mad in you love 

Every time I looked in your eyes

I could see my world in it

I will always be there beside you

Till the end of every day

Till the end of our lives

Sharing your sorrows & pains

I will smile when you do,

Feel all the pain you do

And if you cry a single tear, I promise I will cry with you

Our friendship

Our friendship has
been like HIDDEN WORLD
for the two of us
beyond reach &
understanding of others

all laughs & smiles exchanged
the hugs at times when we needed it
the jokes shared
the hours online discussing your latest crush
the endless late night phone calls
the talks about nothing at all
but yet about everything
be it the batting of indian team
or yours in the game every sunday
lol....discussing with an illiterate
the tears in our eyes
not for the hurt we gave each other
but the fear
the fear of losing one another.

Our friendship has
been like HIDDEN WORLD
a precious stone
in the jewel of my life
may be cuz you were the family
god forgot to gave me
or the one I had been longing for.......

New morning

I am feeling low today

Don’t want to live even a single day

The water has risen above my head

Can’t bear it anyway

I lived a happy life

What happened?

I don’t have words to say

But I am sad, depressed

Then he enters and says

Its life & I‘ll have to live it

Whether it’s sad or gay

Everyday another locked door

An angry face

But,

A new hope & a new way

This is life

One has to face

With a spoonful of desire

And a bowl of faith

There will be a

New morning everyday

Brand new day

Everything seems happy and gay
After such a long tiring way
Tearing the ocean of distress and pain
But still I m happy today
Birds’ morning song soothe my nerves
And I rise to fly
To find my way
Nobody did it for me
I did it myself
I followed my dream
And here I am today
After such a long tiring way

It’s a brand new day.

Story of two friends....

We grew apart
We drift away
N today we stand on separate ways
Ways that won’t meet
Ways that won’t cross
Ways that will take us further apart

The day you moved away
A part of me went away
It’s difficult to imagine life without you
Best buddies that we were
I really wish it was for forever….

I wanted it to never change

But now that we have gone separate ways
I think it was a certain fate
No matter what the bygones say
You are my best friend
And will always remain

You weren't there

I called you yesterday
But you were busy
you said you’ll call back and
I felt so alone

And since she's been in your life
It's like I m no more
But you know what
I don't even care

We’ve been best friends
Then lovers
And one girl comes in
And you forgot who I am 
Well that should be a sin.

Your girlfriend or your best friend
I THOUGHT I would win
But I lost in both
For someone else to win.

I tried to be nice
and I tried to be fair
I wanted to talk
But you weren't there

My first attempt...

Like a fallen star
you fell into my life
you made me smile
when things weren't right....


You made me laugh
in the toughest times....


You gave me the aim
to live my life....


You made everything
seem alright....


When i was alone
you were there by my side....


Your presence made my life
WORTHWHILE....