I deserved a lot better

Matthew Hussey said "It’s a brave thing to do to keep that magic in you even after you’ve been hurt. It’s okay to be disappointed that someone didn’t turn out to be the person that you needed, but what you mustn’t do is grieve as though they were the one."

I wasn't grieving as if you were the one, I was grieving for who I had become.

You changed the meaning of best friends

When you lay your hand on me

You changed my life 

You closed my heart 

and threw out the key

I am glad you walked out

when you did

Because I deserved a lot better

and I did

You changed the meaning of best friends

When you bought the gift 

What an a... 

for you to budget the year 

You ruined my 30th
What a d...

You changed the meaning of best friends

and life as I lived 

you body shamed me

you lied to me
you played me 

I don’t live a life of regrets

But you are one piece

of past

I wish I could skip

Turn the page...and start afresh

It sounds easy than it is

I am still recovering from

that blow, years ago

I am no perfect

Not that easy going

But I am glad you walked out 

when you did 

Because I deserved a lot better

and I did