New chapter of life!

I turn this page
with the hope
that either next time
it won't be a slippery slope
or I will know how to cope
with a laugh or cry
I will embrace all that the future holds
and let go off all that past endured!

My delusional heart continues to live on!

Drinks with a girlfriend on Valentine's day after a long time, and this is what my delusional heart churns out. 

I love you with all my heart
I miss you with all that I got
You brighten up my life
You are my sunshine after the storm
the spring after the grey winter is gone

I love you with all my heart
The bed next to me feels so empty
it's cold where you used to be
I miss waking up to you
I miss sleeping next to you

I thought you were the Harry
to my sally
you were the "tum"
to my "Hum"
but then this is a life
and not a movie
though I wish everyday
he will lit up your brain and heart
and we'll never ever be apart

I love you with all my heart
I miss you with all I got
Life is beautiful
and I live it to full
It's just a little too meh without you
I put this out in the universe
one day it would turn around
and it would be blissful all year round
with you by my side
I know sun will always shine.